| I miss you so much yet I couldn't let you know . |
[Jan. 18th, 2009|02:42 pm] |
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I miss you an infinity probably more than that by alot . I used to be able to text you without any hesitation but yet now ? I've got to reconsider & end up doing nothing . I don't wanna be labeled as thick-skinned in your eyes . I don't like how we're now . I want things between us to improve . You don't feel the same don't you ?! ): Day by day , I feel & notice from your actions you've finally sorted out your feelings & realised that you still love her . Sorry ain't enough . It means nothing . Nothing to me at all you know . How am I supposed to move on without you when everything about me's you now ? Everybody gets tired of waiting someday . |
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| I need you back , |
[Dec. 15th, 2008|09:57 am] |
Shopped @ fareast & chilled @ starbucks with nic yesterday , thanks an infinity BFF :D
Went 918 , saw babylove & sister !!! :D As usual , that sebast disiao me , LMAO .
Ohya , not forgetting lianpeng -.- LMAO , MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE SHITXZ .
Bought 3 tops & 1 bottom . I CAN'T FIND THE SHORTS I WANT _l_ NABEYNABEYNABEY .
Not those informal kind . It's those corset shorts . I saw them BUT NOT NICE BODOH .
If really bobian , i gotta buy from dorothy perkins -.- SO EX PLZ . SHOPPING AGAIN NEXT WEEK :D |
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| Happy 15th Birthday Suetyee Jie ! :D |
[Dec. 14th, 2008|09:23 am] |
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SUETYEE JIE ! :D
Thanks for everything u've given me . 2yrs of sistership & counting aye :D
Hope u'll like what i got u k :) Luv u the most , ♥♥♥ . |
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| Don't look back please , |
[Dec. 13th, 2008|10:51 am] |
I'll never give myself to another , the way I gave it to you .
Dad droved me to library & paid the amt for the lost bks . Hate he's attitude _l_
Meeting bro later again :D
Dearest baby , plz cheer up soon alrights ?! Ur mom's gonna be real fine soon aye .
God'll bless ur mum , no worries k . Anything , just call/text me . I'm just 8 numbers away :) Love ya .
Is ur msn nick referring to me ?! ): I can only HOPE . |
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| Should I ?! |
[Dec. 12th, 2008|08:00 am] |
Idk whether i should buy the sesame street & gray heart hoodie & aye ?!
I've been eyeing it for a long time ): 63.5bux in total , worth it ?!
I don't see them selling this in peninsula or fareast ):
Fyi , if i buy these 2 hoodies , i'll be left with 13.50bux next wk _l_
Slacked with bro yesterday :) HAHAHA , can never get enough of this lameo jokes .
TA DE HE DE KE DE AI DE , LOL . Made me laugh like some spastic retard .
Best bro i've got :DD WOOO , 2 MORE DAYS TO SIS'S BDAY !!!
OMG , I WANNA BUT THAT FREESIZE SATIN KIMONO & GABRIELLE HALTER TOP ):
Ohmegosh , im so greedy !!! Lols , i've many clothes alr in my wardrobe , tsktsktsk .
UHUH YKNW WHAT ?! NIC'S GONNA BUY ME A DRESS IF I MANAGE TO FIND A SUITABLE & NICE ONE :D |
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| Time heals everything , |
[Dec. 11th, 2008|08:03 am] |
Throw you aside , dump you away ; but i'll never forget you .
Shopping tmr , sister's bday on sunday :)
  
Yay , i'm effing happy right now ! I've watched 3 new movies online ^.^
Twilight's soundtracks sucksxz btw , NO OFFENCE K [:
Another cinderella story & Make it happen's soundtracks best :D
I feel fxcking contented today :D Heh , gonna eat dinner alr BYE . |
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| Everything w/o me , |
[Dec. 10th, 2008|03:23 pm] |
Thanks an infinity cuzzie , for every single lil thing .
Left with 27bux this wk . Why ?! Bought prezzies for sister & jie .
Their bdays are on the same day -.-
But im not gonna sacrifice anyone , im celebrating sister's in advance :D
Nevermind , next wk i'll have 50bux from dad alr :)
Total adds up to 77bux & i'll ask for advance & round it up to 80bux .
Why's it my p5 cousin's even treating me better than u do ?!
U're not that guy i knew from the start anymore . Rest assured , i certainly won't beg u to stay .
I never knew u'd be indispensable in my life .
You party as usual ,
You eat as usual ,
You hangout & chill as usual ,
You do everything as usual ,
Meaning you don't need me in ur life , period .
What about me ?!
I'll glance @ my phone every now & then for ur call/msg .
I'll wake up @ 2+am just to online & check my phone AGAIN .
I'll try calling u every now & then .
I'll try msging u every now & then .
I'll msn u when u're online every now & then .
I'll view ur fs & blog everyday .
In short , im waiting & hoping non-stop everyday endlessly like a fool .
Ur love's a blatant lie but my stupidity had me hanging onto u like a fool .
Rule #1 People whu have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets ?
Duh , of course .
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
Never .
3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
10% of the time yes .
4. Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?
To love & be loved is everything .
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
Most prolly not , idk either .
6. Who is currently important to you ?
Cliques .
7. Would you give it all in a relationship ?
Yes .
8. If the person whom u loved once or now is attached , what will you do ?
Wish him well & put on a false pretence .
9. What is the most important thing in ur life ?
Cliques , money , freedom .
10. What will you do with a billion dollars ?
Buy everything i want .
11. List out 15 person which you can think of right now .
-YOU .
-Xiaoru .
-Nic .
-Roland .
-Waichong .
-Jiaying .
-Leslie .
-Mambo
-Jeanie .
-Esther .
-Fangxin .
-Grace .
-Sarah .
-Mark .
-Jeslyn .
12. Is there anything that has make you extremely happy ?
Yeah , i shopped this morning :D
13. What makes you happy ?
Money , cliques , nightlife , YOU .
14. What makes you angry ?
YOU & typical stuff people abhore .
15. Favourite colour(s) ?
90% of the typical colors yknw .
16. What is your view towards love ?
To love's nothing , to be loved's something , to love & be loved's everything .
17. Love or like ?
BOTH .
18. Would you stead with a boy whom you knew less than 1 week ?
NO , but i did before & i regretted .
19. How are you feeling right now ?
Half happy & shag .
1. What have you been doing recently ?
Shopping & chilling with brother :D
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
When im angry & when i M-I-A .
3. What happened at 10am today ?
Revising science & shopping .
4. When did you last cry ?
Just not too long ago .
5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
10% of the time .
6. What do you want in your life right now ?
Him to love me like the past .
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood ?
Yeah , carry an umbrella .
8. What's your favourite thing to do on your bed ?
Sleep .
9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
Tee & fbt's .
10. What is the nicest thing in your inbox ?
Cliques & his msgs .
11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
No , but many think that i do .
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
No & never will it happen .
13. What was the last movie you saw ?
Wildchild .
14. What are you proud of ?
I've the bestest cliques on earth .
15. What does your oldest text in your inbox say ?
' Me & nas like got taiji . ' by HIM .
16. What was the last song you sang out loud ?
Bleeding love - Leona Lewis .
18. What does your newest text say ?
' Oh , don't sad lah . U also have to learn how to let go . There're many other guys out there also . Don't give up . ' by GRACE .
19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
3/4+am .
20. Are you currently happy ?
50% happy .
21. Who gives you the best advice ?
Xiaoru & nic .
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
Dumbfuck , of course .
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
Xiaoru & nic .
24. Is something bugging you now ?
Obviously dude .
25. Who was the last person who made you laugh ?
Nic . |
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| Baby , I miss u very much ! ): |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|11:36 am] |
Baby , I miss u very much ! ]:
Idk what u want from either . U totally ignored my efforts . Means nothing to u aye ?!
Whether u wna contact me , u decide . I give up man k .
I'm waiting endlessly like a goddamn motherfucker fool . |
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| Back ! :D |
[Dec. 8th, 2008|04:37 pm] |
BE RIGHT BACK MOFOSXZ !
Was hesitating if i should blog . Had fxcking hella lots fun with cuzzies .
Roti prata was fab , bowling was awesome , seafood was OMG :D
Only that the traffic jam had to spoil bits & pieces of it .
Baby , I wanna celebrate xmas with u . & this sunday , it's my sister's bday .
I don't wanna be a candlelight there . I want u to go with me ): |
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| Leaving today , |
[Dec. 6th, 2008|10:54 am] |
I'm very touched by baby's msg :D Maybe it's not anything to u people , but i'm really happy !
Photo spam when i'm back , pink promise :)
It's supposed to be xiaoru & sebast's 3rd monthsary today ):
But i received her offline msg . Well still , Happy 3rd Monthsary to u 2 !
Takecare alrights people , luvvv u all :B 8 more days to sister's 15th bday :D
3 more days before nic's back from korea . Aww , baby bringing me go biking soon k ?! ): |
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